Seriously...is it wrong of me to say that? Cuz that's really what it's seeming like now a days. God is pulling the good ol' fashioned cock block on me. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing...I think he's got a plan and is weeding out all the dumb ass guys there are out there but only now he's doing it in record speed. Not like the old days where he would let me test the waters for a few months before finding out that a guy was completely useless and things weren't gonna work. Maybe God finally caught up with the times and updated his angels from messenger birds to the internet so it no longer takes 3 months for a message to travel to them to sabotage it all before I do it myself and get stuck in some relationship that's no good for me. I don't know what it is...but it seems like I keep running into boys trapped in men bodies...the kind who have no respect or balls or sense of responsibility anymore. Is it a picture of the state of the world and where it's headed? Is it poor upbringing? Is it something I'm doing that attracts every single wrong fella there is out there? I guess I'll never know for sure. But one thing is for sure...it seems God wants to keep me single for a very long time.
I think God should have a suggestion box...I would write to him as follows: "Dear God, Do you think we can change this whole aging process up a bit? Maybe only allow people to look the age that they truly act so us women can see from a distance what we are dealing with without having to go through the hassle?"
I assume God's response would be something like:
"Yo! I got this! I know what I'm doing. Sorry I slacked off and made guys on the last day. I was a bit tired after creating the whole rest of the world you know...and I guess I could have added that in there. But I did see that later on and after I was rested, I came back in with a fresh outlook and created woman to deal and understand such beings I call man."
"Thanks God, thanks! (SMH yet smiling)...You're good you."
yup, he's a cockblocker alright. You're not the only victim of this reality. lol!
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