My New Address: Psych Ward Unit #425 Ewing, NJ

Ok...I'm seriously considering looking into working on a cruise ship. I knew I hated my job...but God how much do I hate it all the more now that I'm back from vacation. I seriously forgot what it was like to be around people that were genuinely happy and loved their jobs! I forgot how natural beauty and warmth and water is an instant cure all for me. I forgot what it was like to be my goofy self and to completely enjoy every second and just be, and be happy. Hmmm...service industry...looking better and better the more I think about it. Who said the cubicle 9-5 was where it's at! Corporate America was a trick developed to make us all think that climbing that ladder would give you any satisfaction but was seriously created to dumb us down in my opinion. I just gotta get out! And on a side note, I love that my HR department is a visage for "complaint department that does not work for the people and just covers things up and does nothing about anything".  How many people have to have strokes, be out on stress leaves, openly say they want to kill the boss, get yelled at, quit, retire, and cry before they get that maybe not our entire dept is crazy but it's the new boss lady making us all want to jump in front of a moving train! I feel like I live in a world that makes no sense and everyone is completely content taking it up the rear and pretending it's not happening. Feel like I'm going crazy...when in fact, I think it's everyone else that is. Phew! Ok that felt good.